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Friday, August 21, 2009 9:51 PM
Mask-ed up
Thursday, August 20, 2009 10:17 AM  I'm up early today. Been having nose bleeds for the past two days. I'm going to school later in the afternoon to complete my O levels FNN coursework since the deadline is tomorrow. Since i'm super free right now, i'm going to update my Facebook account after like five months or so. Okay, i'm not really gonna update it. Just the profile pictures i guess. I'm not into all this networking sites. Maybe i'll delete my Facebook account soon. And i just realised that my birthday is coming really soon. Not that i'm THAT excited about it. I don't like getting older. But friends and baby have been waiting for me to turn 16 so they can watch NC16 movies with me. I know, pathetic. I like birthdays because i like getting presents. Who doesn't? But i like getting together with the people i love on my birthday. That's the best part of a birthday. And to add on, my birthday this year falls on a really nice date. 09/09/09. Psst, i can't wait to receive Sarah's gift. I think i'll still react that same way i told ya months ago. I woke up smiling, reading your messages. I forgot how happy we used to be. It's okay, things will get better from now on. Just take good care of yourself. Don't sleep too late and skip meals. Trust me, even if i say hurtful words to you, i still love you. I'm keeping my promise. I love you baby. LIVERPOOL FC WON. WEEEHHOOOOO :D
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 5:04 PM  Right now, i'm in high spirits. I'm happy, elated, delighted, ecstatic, jubilant, haiya, i can't think of anymore synonyms for happy. Because i got a B3 for my Malay O levels. I really am still in shock over my results. I mean, how in the world did i get a B3. I aimed for a C5 and definitely surpassed my expectations. I'm really satisfied with a B3. Atikah broke the news to me. I told mama and she was shocked too. My cousin who got a C6 (i'm really happy for him because he passed. lets just say that my family really sucks in Malay language) simply said "PUKI!!!" to me when he knew my results. Hahaha. Annisa made my day. She is definitely the best. Thank you pabo. Anyway, i shall not be so heartless. Cikgu Radiah, if you're ever reading this, then i hope you realise that whatever i've typed here is truly sincere. We both never really got along well. I always argued with you when you started nagging at me. You were not certain i could make it and it's only right for you to feel that way. You always said i was smiling and laughing too much. I wasn't interested in your lessons, i daydreamed and talked alot. I always longed for the bell to ring and clapped my hands in happiness the moment your lessons were over. I remember you saying, "Aisyah, kematangan awak sangat rendah." whenever i did that. I didn't have any feelings at first because i didn't even know what kematangan was. I also gave you rubbish work whenever i couldn't tahan your nagging. I hate to admit this but honestly, it's thanks to your nagging that i worked hard, more than usual for my O levels paper. I thought that if i got a decent grade for the first paper, i would not take the November paper and need not go for your lessons anymore and listen to you nag. So, thank you. I'm glad you're my Malay teacher, i knew you cared. Yes, your constant nagging was really worth it. Thanks cikgu, really (: But i couldn't really be that happy due to some reasons. It's okay, i have faith in him. Hey baby. It's been sometime since i called you that, right? Keep your chin up. No matter what happens, i'll always be here for you 24/7. Shit happens, shit happens. Let's put everything that happened behind us. We both know we're stronger than this. You've always been the positive one, so don't let this bring you down. I know you can do it. Let's just concentrate on our studies now, alright. You know i got your back ;) P.S. If you think i don't love you anymore, then i'll call you stupid. Labels: still very much in love with you
Nothing has changed
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 7:45 PM 4 days mc. Everyone's telling me to hurry and get well soon. I will, don't worry. Aisha sulked because she said she already misses me today and she can't see me for another four days. Haha. Silly girl, we can still meet outside. Classmates and girlfriends asked about two things in particular: Malay O levels results and O levels English oral. They're both tomorrow. And i'm both glad and disappointed that i can't be at school tomorrow. I'm quite curious about my Malay results though. I guess i'm going to gain weight by the end of this week. Since i'll just be eating and sleeping. Nah, i really need to buck up. I'm going to drill myself to study Math, Physics and Accounts. I can't afford to waste anymore time. I'm getting used to my duck voice. But i really hate taking medicine. I hate swallowing pills. Chatting with Sarah now. Crazyness as always. I miss Sarah. Hahaha. And again. Why do you people bother so much about my relationship with Hamirul? Then now, my close friendship with Aisha? Seriously, concentrate on your studies and get a life. I don't bother about yours, yours doesn't even affect me one bit. So, do something useful with your lives for a change. Thank you. Wishing all the best to everyone for their Mother Tongue O levels results. You certainly made me open my eyes. Labels: lobak putih hahahaha
Throat infection
Monday, August 17, 2009 12:47 PM In cyber lab right now. I sent Sebastian a long six text message. Well, i'm always sending long essays to everyone. Anyway, i sent him that long message to cheer him up. I don't like seeing him that down. Maybe it's time for people like me and him to not let others affect us. I seriously feel like slitting my throat. I can't eat anything, all i've been doing is drinking water and going to the toilet to pee. So, after my lab lesson, Annisa's meeting me and we're gonna eat at Banquet. And i'm going to eat porridge =.=' I'm craving for Oreo with milk though.. Physics, Math, Accounts. The three subjects i really need to drill myself with. Study study study. That's the only thing on my mind now. Not you, not anyone else.
I want to see you soon
Sunday, August 16, 2009 4:38 PM  I've been getting back home late these past few days. Destress. And my flu isn't getting any better, it's been a week already. And i'm down with a fever now. Great, just great. I've said it more than once, and i'll say it again. It's either all or nothing. And i know what everyone expects me to do. I know everyone's thinking that i should stop trying to win a game i can't win. I'm wondering why you didn't just do it when you could have. Sometimes, those words are at the tip of my tongue but i'm holding them back because shit happens. We both know our priority is our studies right now but you think hard and tell me if you can balance both. Because if you can't, then i'll see you in my dreams. When you cried, i wiped away your tears. It just isn't fair.
Friday, August 14, 2009 3:42 PM I know that this blog of mine have stalkers. Frankly, i'm honoured. But seriously, learn to mind your own business. Is my relationship with Hamirul that interesting to you people? Everyone thinks that Hamirul and I have been together for four months plus. Hahaha. Meeting Aisha later. Letting our hair loose and go crazy again. Destress, destress, destress! I'm getting addicted to this word. My hair colour is reappearing again (smiling). Aisha! Let's dye our hair really soon! Why should i bother? MONDAY.
Draining all of my energy,
1:39 PM  Long face early in the morning. Everyone's tired of that long, glum face. I know. I am tired too. I wasted my time coming to school today. Only studied for two hours, no, it's more like an hour only since we went to the lab for Chemistry class. Will be going out to study with my gorgeous girlfriend, Jannah. And yes, will be back late again because i need to destress. You're the first person who i think of at the start of the day and the only one i think of at the end of the day. But i can feel you changing me and i can't afford to slip much further. I'll be strong with or without you.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 10:41 PM Things to do: 1) Repair our Adidas watches (Aisyah & Aisha) 2) Ignore and not text that person 3) Start liking Physics 4) Get a new phone 5) STUDY STUDY STUDY
What's your name again?
3:44 PM Great. The day Malay Olevels results will be out will also be the day i'll be taking my English Olevels oral. I feel like slitting my throat. Going out with Aisha. Aisyah and Aisha need to let our hair loose and go crazy. Maybe we'll catch a movie since i have free tickets. Will be back late. Take care everyone. My last message to you. Labels: i saw you cry |
A.S.  Only one person can bring me down and make me the happiest i've ever been. Both my weakness and strength, Hamirul Hakim ♥ Links |